Pain

Sick of being a martyr to a lost cause

With all of your xxxxxxx rules and your stupid cause

It's hard to believe that it turned out this bad

With nothing left of what we used to have

And I feel alone

That's cause enough to make me fear myself

The things you always hear about are happening to someone else

And now that you're with me, I'm afraid that I will be alone

I never dreamed that I would make it this far

I'll never make it on my own

Not without a shot in the dark

And I don't understand the things that seem to hold me back

You'll never understand me

You'll never understand my pain

Now that I see clearly

Now that the pain has gone away

My eyes are closed

You'll never understand my pain

My eyes are closed

The visions seem to pass before my eyes

The things I think about come crashing down with all the lies

Another minute here is a minute that I've spent too long

And all the things that I think that I have found

Concluded in the photographs of you that're strewn upon the ground

Another failure here I think that I'll just have to quit

I'll have to quit