Dystopia

You claim that all I can do

is to see us fall apart

Like a brick that never joined the wall

I refuse to even start

Tell me why oh why

was I born this way

With feelings from this heart

I'll never dare to say-

I love you

so go ahead you start. Let's see who has the most wicked mind tthe most fucked up thoughts. Bring it on, i'm not scared. Let's play. If everything goes the way I want, you won't be around for very long. And neither will I. The big question here is- who will understand? And who will remember uus for who we really were?

You claim the problems of the world

is nothing in compare

to the problems I create

and peace that I declare

I fear my life will break me down so slowly

The winter summer spring and fall

I waited for my love to call

You never to chose to say goodbye

without a chance to tell me why

Now I disappear

You say the antidote of pain

is the parody of life

I'm so sick of never reaching goals

but still you wanna try

The world was built with nothing but illusions

In winter summer spring and fall

I waited for my love to call

You never to chose to say goodbye

without a chance to tell me why

Now I disappear

I cannot keep this dream alive

I guess I died before I tried

Now I disappear

Without no fear

I'm taking steps, steps on another road

steps to another world

1 step to numb the pain

1 step to ignore the masses

1 step to avoid the norm

1 step to destroy the chaos

1 step to drain the lies

1 step to forget everything about you

1 step to clear all evidence

1 step to find shelter

and 1 final step to nothingness

Now I am prepared to control the air

so let me break horizons

I will not be scared for the world to share:

remember me for who I was this day