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Artist: Blue October
Canonical path: /blue-october/retarded-disfigured-clown
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Retarded Disfigured Clown
Read Retarded Disfigured Clown lyrics by Blue October on LyroVerse, with linked artist context and related song paths.
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Curated by Ethan Walker
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Retarded Disfigured Clown
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Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes
Lessons learned then gradually surfacing
Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect, nor do I strive to be
I am alive in this world of face-first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard for the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race or color
A hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers and letting them fall apart
To a new rhythm, just to feel better
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