Barbed Wire Star

Infatuation gripped again I can make myself so sick with lonely plans

And I watch the sky miles out and act out scenes

That only ever take place in my dreams

Could you just be my imaginary friend?

Well I wait on for this

And it stings me like some kiss that's meant for someone else

And leaves me questioning myself

On several lonely Saturdays

Like some slug who's trail has lost it's way

Feel this pounding in my head

Like there's someone beneath the floorboards bashing on my bed

Like a vice that's chained around my echo chamber heart

I stop and stutter so noiselessly defeated

Are you one of them?

It's a barbed wire star kiss

When your hand 's clamped up when you think your mighty like a rose

But freeze can't even feel your toes

A little kid from far within who doesn't know where to begin

Hey blue sky black pearl it's sad and sick and true

That all the lies you told your father you'll properly feed me too

And I just don't know where to start and I won't begin to try

This is my resignation I was destined to fly and die

Feel like I'm dribbling in the wind and it's raining spit again

I'll never die for you like two ships passing in the night

Your on my mind but your out of my sight

I'll stop trying for you, I never lied for you

Nothing's started so nothings through

It's over, left no clues