SHAME ON ME

You know, I find it so funny

How someone can burn you so bad

And as soon as you doing good

They're back in your life like none of that happened

Lemme take y'all back

Boy meets girl

She's a queen, she's a pearl

She's a diamond in the rough

But the greatest in the world

Becomes his world, becomes his life

His everything, overnight

Over time he over thinks

On and off just like a light

She loves him dearly

Loves him not

All this pain, make it stop

Her emotions, high and low

He can decide, to let her go

She eats him up, from inside

But he can't see all the signs

All his friends tried to help

'Cause she just thinks of herself

Fucks him up

First she fucks him good and then she fucks him up

He's a bitch, he's a pussy

That's how he feels, suck it up

A real man doesn't cry, he keeps it tight

Just like a tummy tuck

So he just justifies that one day soon

That's when the buck will stop

The pain will settle

He's running out of 'Love me nots' and daisy petals

Swears that she's going through a phase of tryna' play the devil

She don't wear Prada though

But it's too late, she's got his soul

Got his heart, pot of gold

Fuck she's smart, honour roll

You lied to my face and said you love me

You're fucking beautiful but act so ugly

I gave you blame, you tell me I'm insane

You light the match

I put my finger in that flame again

I'm so ashamed

Shame on me for loving you girl

Shame on me

And shame on me for trusting you girl

Shame on me

You said that was the last time

You gon' play with me

I took the bait so now I gotta pay the fee

I put the, shame on me

I put the, shame on me

Blame on me

I put the, blame on me

Shame on me for loving you girl

Shame on me (Shame on me)

And shame on me for trusting you girl

Shame on me

Nowadays it's all changed

I'm popping now

I can see the traces of a person

Who is toxic now

I can see the signs of somebody who projects

All their insecurities on anybody who comes next

You're so pathetic

And usually I keep it copacetic

But you lead me on for years

Then broke me down, I don't forget it

I wrote that first verse

Like that shit happened last week

But in reality that's PTSD

I was 18

Now you hit me up

Every single year you fuckin' hit me up

I used to drop my guard

For anybody who would lift me up

Nowadays I'm cold hearted

But I keep my spirits up

I drop my walls for nobody

I just keep my feelings tucked

It's you fault, and everywhere you go

I'm in your brain

You can't take a shit, a fucking piss

Without seeing my name

And yesterday you texted me

You fuckin' social climber

But I almost forgot to write this song

So thanks for the reminder

Shit is crazy

You lied to my face and said you love me

You're fucking beautiful but act so ugly

I gave you blame, you tell me I'm insane

You light the match

I put my finger in that flame again

I'm so ashamed

Shame on me for loving you

Shame on me

And shame on me for trusting you girl

Shame on me

You said that was the last time

You gon' play with me

I took the bait so now I gotta pay the fee

I put the, shame on me

I put the, shame on me

Blame on me

I put the, blame on me

Shame on me for loving you girl

Shame on me (Shame on me)

And shame on me for trusting you girl

Shame on me