Thelvy

Sesh

How are you today?

(I'm fine. I'm weird actually. I'm disoriented. I'm not sure where I am

I mean, I know where I am, but it feels odd being here. I'm ok.)

I’ve crossed the T’s

Now I dot the I’s

I’ve lost my mind

And I’ve crossed the line

Now everything I do

Revolves around you

Way your life reflects back in my eyes

I would never not feel that

I know I’ve done things I can’t take back

I hope you know that I’ve never grown cold

Even when death comes im holding you close

The look on your face and I know that you know

Wow

Stay here beside me

You couldn’t do a single thing to surprise me

With me

Or by me

Crawling all over your body just like ivy

(How long have you been in love with her?)

(Who said anything about love?)

I can feel you in the Forrest

I can feel you in the trees

I can feel you in the breeze

I can feel you when I breathe

I am sinking oh so deep

I can not think

I can not sleep

All I think about is you and how you are not here with me

The rain is coming down and caving in my house of leaves

I might tell you how you, how I feel just when you are about to leave

The way I feel about you

I don’t think you could perceive

How I love you like a lover with no love inside of me

I don’t think I’ll ever really get the way it goes and

All I know is what I want and what I need and what I should

To make you see that I am broken but I’m open to the golden skies

Above and hoping serendipity drown in the ocean

If I had anything about you other than a premonition

Then I would let it lead me to my death or another decision

Wishing that I had you right next to me with the passion crawling all over you

Like the ivy growing on the mansion