Baby

You’re killing me so finish me off or spare me

Nicole, where are you now?

Are you at home?

Priscilla ordering chinese for you

Is wayne drinking one of those bottles of wine?

Everyone brought one and now he has the time

To relax and unwind

I miss fucking you on your living room floor

Every Sunday night

And I miss the smell of your log cabin

And your cute little hands grabbing for mine

I wonder what they’re clasped around now

I know someday’s a lie but is somehow?

How can I survive without you now?

Are you at school?

In the city that falls asleep before you

In a bed that sinks in the middle

And you might be little but I’m big

We both don’t fit

And you used to put up with it

I miss waking up covered in lint

And your lips pout and hint that you want mine

But I don’t miss not hearing my name

And always wanting more and getting the same

The same old, same old has got me down, you’ve got me now

Baby, I tried and tried

I lived and died and I sacrificed

But I don’t want to be anything

If anything means that I’m something without you

How can I describe my meaningless life?

Without your beautiful light guiding me home every night?