Relapse

I told myself I wouldn't stay up late

But it's 5 AM and I'm calling to see if you're awake

I guess it's just a misplaced sense of fate

That I'll be on this trip forever

It's like I don't know no better

I shouldn't, I shouldn't, I shouldn't give in, and I know it

But I'm losing my grip and I think I might slip any moment

I keep making and breaking these rules every day, no wrong

But I'll do it again and I'll save my regret for the mornin'

I was getting this close to letting you go

But then I fall back, why'd I do that?

I wish my heart was stone

And I had more self-control

But I fall back, yeah, I relapse (relapse)

(I-I-I-I relapse) yeah, I relapsе

Oops, what have I done?

I'm right back herе just where I swore I'd never go

In the comfort of your arms

'Cause I'm too scared to be alone

See the crystals in your eyes

Got me so hypnotised

Yeah, they get me every time

I was getting this close (this close)

To letting you go (you go)

But then I fall back, why'd I do that? (do that)

I wish my heart was stone

And I had more self-control

But I fall back, yeah, I relapse (relapse)

(I-I-I-I relapse)

Time after time (relapse)

(I-I-I-I relapse) yeah, I relapse

I was getting this close to letting you go

But then I fall back, why'd I do that?

I wish my heart was stone

And I had more self-control

But I fall back, yeah, I relapse (relapse)

(Relapse) why do I, why do I, why do I, why do I?

(Relapse) oh, relapse, I need some help

'Cause I just can't help myself

I always relapse