Hollywood's Star (Like a Fool Dreamer)

I always wanted to be a star

In the movies, black and white

I have found myself fooler than anyone

Because I must have had dreams at night

Oh L. A., why are you leaving me?

So is he the boy you used to call

The brazilian king?

Dreams throw me against the wall

Just because you weren't here

You were drinking vodka to die

You never ever liked me

I've chosen a squad only for me

Whoever said, "I never had" is lying!

I know you know it, we have to have one

I don't know why I'm so sad, I'm crying

I think I remember: Hollywood doesn't want me

The butterflies are flying

But the flowers are dying

Kids are crying

And me, I'm going to home

If Hollywood calls for me

I'd be there, I'll be there

Maybe I'm dreaming a lot

I'll forget my when, my place, my where

Because Hollywood didn't wants me

Will I be delicate a lot

If I die by the sadness?

But if nobody wants me

I have to want myself

I'm in the car, my best friend is a brand new Hollywood's star

Like what the hell!

My neighbor is singing on Broadway

My great-grandfather performed on the stages, Vaudeville

Fuck off!

I'm poet and I didn't learn to love

Though I learned to write

I will never forget my Hollywood dream

I have to be happy for my best friend and my neighbor

But I'm selfish

I'm envious

I'm human

I want backstage's troubles

I need to have an Oscar

I want to make out with the director

I want to fuck in the dressing room

I am free