So Much More

When I heard the news

My heart fell on the floor

I was on a plane on my way to Baltimore

In these troubled times its hard enough as it is

My soul has known a better life than this

I wondered how so many could be in so much pain

While others don't seem to feel a thing

Then I curse my wiseness and I get so damned depressed

In a world of suffering why should I be so blessed

I heard about a woman who lives in Colorado

She built a monument of sorts behind her garage door

Where everyday she prays for all whom are born and all whose souls have passed on

Sometimes my trouble gets so thick

I can't see how I'm going to get through it

But then I would rather be stuck up in a tree

Than be tied to it

I know

There is so much more

I don't feel comfortable with the way my clothes fit

I can't get used to my body's limits

I got some fancy shoes to try and kick away these blues

They cost a lot of money but they aren't worth a thing

I want to free my feet from the broken glass and concrete

I need to get out of this city

Lay upon the ground and stare a hole in the sky

Wondering where I go when I die

When I die