Decide

I'm sitting here all alone

Listen to the dial tone

I thought I knew about myself

But now I know I'm someone else

It's a sad day when you can see

How bad your life is gonna be

And this weather doesn't help

I stare outside, I feel alive

But know the feeling will subside

I try to breathe, but choke instead

I guess I should have stayed in bed

I try to swim back to the shore

I should have let go long before

And drifted out to sea

Yeah and I wish everything would be alright

But I know I won't make it through the night

Try to decide what to do with the rest of your life

On a train that's running late

Getting off at the next station

Where's the line for a new life?

Just hand me the application

Fill it out and toss me in

Clear my slate and cleanse my sins

Leave my memories behind

I'll rest a while, I'll try to smile

When life just makes me want to cry

Go out at night, turn out the light

And sleep out underneath the sky

Should I stay, or should I go?

I don't think I'll ever know

what is wrong with me.

Yeah and I wish everything would be alright

But I know I won't make it through the night

Try to decide what to do with the rest of your life

I've been waiting my whole life

To get out on my own, to find myself a home

But now, I'm living in a lie

Living in a lie

I'm in a lie

Yeah and I wish everything would be alright

But I know I won't make it through the night

Try to decide what to do with the rest of your life