San Marcos

Big old whiskey on them icy rocks

Flood down some veins like oxy does

I need fresh air, I need oxygen

Who the hell you foolin'? It's so obvious

I don't feel it, I don't see it, this is blasphemy

I can't help but feel like you is after me

Is you drinking for the pain? Is you drinking for fun?

There's a party outside, 'til the morning gon' come

Is you dancing all alone? Is you dancing for someone?

There's a party outside, know the night is young

Is you having fun?

Say we should just, say we should just, pray to work again

Puttin' diamonds on my back, puttin' diamonds on my back, yeah

Say we should just, say we should just, pray to work again

Puttin' diamonds on my back, puttin' diamonds on my back, yeah

But you know if I waste my time

Talking 'bout what ain't mine

And you know I'll be last in line

Just like last, last night

I said, I said

Who that, who that, who that, who that

Looking in the shadows

Tryna catch me liberating spirits from the gallows

They wanna blackball me, but I held my avocados

Then they melt down like the hash we mix in our tobacco

Circle tighter than the Castro, they feeding you Castrol

You'd think that it's gas, you turn the key, it's a fiasco

Could be stronger than vibranium, don't mean that I ain't fragile

Grapple with reality to break out of these shackles

But you know if I waste my time

Talking 'bout what ain't mine

And you know I'll be last in line

Just like last, last night

Suicidal thoughts, but I won't do it

Take that how you want, it's important I admit it

I'm afraid of commitment, don't know how to fix it

Maybe codependent, can't tell the difference

When the push comes to shove, I'd rather bend than break

But something's gotta give, ain't that what you say

When you're torn between reality, and a choice you could have made

I should have made, they're not the same, I'm not the same

Maybe I'm broken, either way I'm clinging on closely

I know it's not healthy, appreciate your patience

I know that I'm selfish, do my best to be selfless

I know that I'm changing, I know that I'm changing

I want more out of life than this

I want more, I want more

I want more out of life than this

I want more, I want more

I want more out of life than this

I want more, I want more

I want more out of life than this

I want more, I want more

I want more out of life than this

I want more, I want more

I want more out of life than this

I want more, I want more