IMPULSE

Another needle breaks through my walls

Another narcissist with nothing at all

You need to solicit a reaction

To serve your undying lust for attention

You'll never truly quite get it

But you'll act like you understand it all

An unnecessary instinct

To act out of impulse

Do you ever fucking think?

I've had enough fun

But I've only just begun

So don't bite the bullet

I still need a reason to feed it to you

But I can't stand the headache I get

With the sound of your voice

Bouncing around my head

Might as well fuck off

Feeling better off dead

Like a waste of space

Looping through my brain

You lack all integrity

Nobody will remember your name

Don't you feel voiceless

When you define yourself

By your last fucking impulse

Like you mischaracterize

The image of yourself in your own head

A feeble mindedness digs a hole

That you just can't climb out of

I'd love to watch

You hit the ground running

But I know it's where you'll collapse

I'd love to be the reason

That you'll no longer live to satisfy

But you set your own flag half-mast

I can't undig the path you led

Or reverse the choices you made

I'll sit on the sidelines

While you dig your own fucking grave