Traces Of Pain

When my so called life comes to an end

I am condemned to burn (in hell)

Heaven denied my soul will fry

God will laugh and i´ll (cry)

Traces of pain in my mind

I am leaving behind

When st: peter looks upon my file

He´ll sentence me to eternal (fire)

Heaven denied my soul will fry

God will laugh and i´ll (cry)

Why is it so hard to forget all the pain and regret

When i hardly recall times of laughter and joy

Hatred confuses my mind leaving laove far behind

But if i start loving pain, can i trick my own brain?

I am reaching out of madness wonderes into unknown

But is it called sanity when your heart turns to stone?

I can´t feel anymore, my world is slowly getting cold

A desire to kill crawls up my spine, i can´t hold back i feel alive

Leaving behind, the pain deep inside

Start to deny, the tears in my eyes

As i have to kill to survive

Why is love so hard to express when you´re afraid of lonliness?

When it is easy to hate if it all is to late

This paradox confuses my head i´ll be better of dead

But if i wear somebody else i might break out from this shell

I am reaching out of madness, but i am living a dream

And no matter how i twist and turn this can´t be called sanity

Is this the way it was ment to be?

Is this the path of my destiny?

Can i turn back or is it all to late?

What can i do, to change my fate?