Regret

She’s got eyes that tell me she’s lonely

Got skin to the touch she’s ghostly

Got a smile that reveals she’s hoping

The thought of change still keeps her going

Wanna take away her pain and clothing

Hoping that she feels the same not knowing heard her mind and it’s overflowing

Feel the time and it keeps on slowing

And you know I’d feel your pain if you let me

And I’ll never be the same if you forget me

And I'm sorry that I’ve changed since you met me

And I know that I'm to blame it’s upsetting

And I wanna feel your pain so just let me

And I haven’t been the same since you met me

To this day I still feel we’re connecting

And I don’t regret you do you regret me

And if you feel your heart start to crawl next to mine

And if you still feel lonely when you’re laying at night

And if you still can feel the indent of where I used to lie

Then please just let me know I'm not wasting my time, my time

I'm sorry if I made you love me

Then sorry if I made you hate me

Hope you don’t feel your time was wasted

All those times that we got wasted

Now the memories they all keep changing

All the ones that I’ve been saving

Hold on for dear life, but they’re fading eternal sunshine of the spotless mind

And I hate it

And still I want everything just to stay all the same

I'm sick of not ever feeling like I'm ready for change

I feel it all in my chest turning black through my veins

And now I'm lost in the world that is riddled with pain, oh with pain

And if you feel your heart start to crawl next to mine

And if you still feel lonely when you’re laying at night

And if you still can feel the indent of where I used to lie

Then please just let me know I'm not wasting my time, my time