Now I Feel X Only You (feat. Shiloh Dynasty & Snøw)

Father, forgive me for you know

That I've been always sinning

I take no interest partying with my liquor

Fucking up my system

Excuse my language, that's a hang up

On how shity I've been feeling

I'm sorry I feel no attraction

And now that it's been a minute

'Cause I've been

From all the happy moments to the mad

From all the sappy moments to the bad

Breaking your shell just like pistachio nuts

Cause you were sad like the last one to come through

Left so fast, yeah, he done through

Only took a month to find another one

To call his one boo

Like a nightmare come true

Even though that was true

So much as to undo

All the pain you've been through

Now I feel, now I feel

Now I feel, now I feel

Got me sitting in this party thinking

Bout' you nigga thinking bout' me hardly

So I'ma be blunt

But there's blunt in my mouth

So I'm spaced out blazed out

Got me in the yard laying face down

Now I'm from the waist down

How I've got a ways down

Got to try the ways down

I just need you in my life to be on that right track

Let me long ago so that you'd be right back

A while back when I was blind like a wild bat

Now I feel, now I feel

Now I feel, now I feel

All this weight on my shoulders

Put this weight to my pin

I stay heavy bodied

Because of the shape that I'm in

And no I don't baby take all these washes

Rickisid the pain

And I'm in a lot of pain

And I fidgeted in the rain

All the minutes in the rain

From her faces dirty look

From all her friends dirty looks

From her parents dirty looks

Give myself, this is my biggest fear

To put it through

What I did to make it disappear

Now I feel, now I feel

Now I feel, now I feel