Ocean Apart

Let's take this back to the very first day

I forced a smile but you didn't even look my way

My palms were sweating and my mouth was dry

Convinced that there was more to you than meets the eye

Oh God

How could I have been so wrong?

My friends and family they warned me all along

I'll never know why I tried so hard

But when you have your heart set

The risk is worth the fall

When you have your heart set

You'll risk it all

You'll risk it all

You'll risk it all

You'll risk it all

So in the end things seemed like such a waste

I wish we never met in the first place

If I could go back to that very first day

I'd bring you to the plane myself and see you on your way

Now here's a glimpse into my mind

If you could read it I promise you'd be in tears

But before you do

There's something I think you should hear

They say the ones that are so quick to walk away

Were never actually ever meant to stay

This wasn't the way things were supposed to be

I'm dying at the thought of you without me

But now you're back with another guy

Don't bother to call or write

Because you're dead in my eyes

You fucking bitch no one ever deserves this

And I hope when you hear this you'll think of our

Last kiss

So tonight when you crawl into his bed

Just remember what those few words I wrote said

I hope you're happy

Loving life with each breath

But now

When I think about you I fucking wish you were dead

I fucking wish you were dead

I wish you were dead

I fucking wish you were dead

I fucking wish you were dead

I wish you were dead