Not Healthy Anymore

Pick up your feet when you walk away

Don't be a drag and say

There might be a chance

Don’t tiptoe around in my fragile mind

You know all I've got is time

Too, too much time

Fate, it knocks upon my door

Maybe it's not healthy anymore

In the morning I fight my way out of bed

Wrestle my foolish head

Never can win

But I make it

Down to that hip cafe

Where people all dress the same

And sit all alone

They never remember my order here

Swear I could just disappear

It’d all be the same

And I wonder if that'd be the case for you

So you could find someone new

And I'll be old

Crying on the kitchen floor

Maybe it's not healthy anymore

There's twenty mosquitos in my house

And you're sittin' on my couch

Guess that makes twenty-one

And I'm sorry but sometimes you seem like one

Your love, I cannot outrun

As much as I try

And I sit here while you’re at the therapist

She’ll convince you you're over this

And prob’ly be right

But after you'll check on my Instagram

Reach out for the upper hand

And prove that you're fine

We don't have to start a war

It’s just not healthy anymore