Again

We’re walking through a haze, it’s a crowded maze of apathy and rage

But what’s the point of this? If we stay any longer, our dreams will fade away

I’m done with trying to achieve what I left behind

It is better to redefine what I live for

The past is gone

My friend, it’s feeling like the old days

But I’ll be damned if I let my absence of innocence ever hold me back!

The sin inside me will always be oppressing

Cannot ignore this unbearable suffering

I’m sick and tired of feeling as a victim, what am I waiting for now?

Tryin’ te write down the words as I feel them

But can I separate the truth from what is fiction?

Can’t escape, no more turning back now! This is reality!

Within the night sky, the rest of our short lives, never resting in complacency

(This is my wish)

If we are to have dreams, then there’s no such thing as safe and sound

We have no place to call home

Wasting time and we’re wasting our lives, trying to fix what can never be changed

Nostalgia’s comfort, it disappears into a now fury

I must apologize

This pride that’s inside me always telling lies

Like I am in control, of the things that were not ever my burdens to hold

I carried everything back then, and I will carry everything that’s within my reach

Though I know that, it’s killing me

I breathe, gotta let the anger pass over me so I can communicate what I am feeling

I close my eyes!

Tell me why, why they must repeat lies?

Saying we’re friends but they’ll never know what’s inside

My heart, burning with a malice for all the sly deception

For every falsehood that’s trying to perpetuate

You take a step further from the world you decorate

Reality, as well as contentment, will always be out of reach

To the night sky, I scream out my crimes, trying to will away this guilty plea

If we are to have dreams, then there’s no such thing as safe and sound

We have no place to call home

You take the time, and I thank you for trying to understand this mess I’ve made of me

(I’m on my way)

Be friend or foe I, welcome anyone who tries to challenge me!

I am searching for the next door, opening for me a path to the truth

Sometimes we don’t write our own story, and we can’t erase what’s written within

Open your eyes, open your eyes!

Wasting time and we’re wasting our lives, trying to fix what can never be changed

So, take this damned life, and lead me to where I can start over

I’ll let go of all this pain!

Into the night sky, I scream out my crimes, trying to will away this guilty plea

If we are to have dreams, then there is no such thing as safe and sound

We have no place to call home

You take the time, and I thank you for trying to understand this mess I’ve made of me

(I’m on my way)

Be friend or foe I, welcome anyone who tries to challenge me!