Never Reach

All I made

And all I can't erase

It's like a parasite

On my mind

All I get

And all that I regret

Is always very nigh

Side by side

And now I only see

What I've already missed

And what I'll never reach

How many painful changes

Do we have to pass?

Because the sorrow ain't the

Worst thing to forget

But all the best we're living

That we'll never get back

There is no present here

I'm stuck between the past

And something that's so close

So close to loneliness

I'm just stuck on this lake

Inside my fucking mess

And when I try to escape

My effort is useless

Then I try to sink away

But I keep floating away

Cause once I wanted the end

I wanted to fade the flame

But now I got to pretend

That I won't go wrong again

I can't go back in the days

And future makes me afraid

I'll feel like I've been slain

Until all the pain is drained

If I wanna set me free

The first step is to believe

I'm gonna do it on my own

But now I can't be gone

All I made

And all I can't erase

It's like a parasite

On my mind

All I get

And all that I regret

Is always very nigh

Side by side

And now I only see

What I've already missed

And what I'll never reach

Just want another chance

To make things alright but

If I were in this circumstance

Would I make it right?

I always act like a fool

And blame me after all

And when I can play it cool

It's just behind a wall

What I've let slip away

It's haunting me inside

So I look deep in my mind

And try to break this line

I miss the time I used

To be another person

Right now I'm so confused

No nursing, I have worsened

If I want to move on

So I got to go back

And build a brand new path

I got to make believe that

Then and now is the same shit

And the season's a sequence

But it doesn't seem to fit

Maybe this ain't the secret

So if I wanna set me free

The first step is to believe

I'm gonna do it on my own

But now I can't be gone

Cause...

All I made

And all I can't erase

It's like a parasite

On my mind

All I get

And all that I regret

Is always very nigh

Side by side

And now I only see

What I've already missed

And what I'll never reach