Lost Between Seasons

How are you about to say i'm sorry

And say that you let your anger get the best of you

Just to turn around and contradict

Everything that you say

No, this can't be the end

Let go

Let go of your pride

Let go of your doubts

I know that i've made mistakes

But i feel i've come to terms

With who i was (who i was)

I can't take this back

(lost in a head of thoughts)

This was not your fault it was mine

(it's all i thought)

So let me make amends for all the

Lies and deceit, i gave you my word?

Awake

Shake the dreams off within your head

It's all a game that the weather has chosen to play

Look at the days we're so careless and brave

But the past is only a wilderness of horrors

Try to forget them

I can feel the tables fucking turning

Preach to yourself, i found love

Just like the seasons change

The minds rearrange, our bodies complain

And we'll never stay, and we'll never stay the same.

Protest to the sky

And just walk away

Yet everything's changing,

It's such a shame.

Bring all your forces, they're pointless

Cause emotions are out

Build all you want

Cause i'm gonna tear it down

Tear it down

Needing something that you will not believe

Seeing all the things that you can't perceive

Feelings that touch air that is all we need

Standing on the edge so that i can see

There is more to all of this

I stumbled upon something

That i knew was true

You know, i tried and i tried

And every time that i try

I ask myself why i've fallen for you

You've made worm's meat out of me

And now you say that you've never told a lie

Well darling, every time i see your face

I see through your disguise

No, there has never been a night i've spent

Where i have felt like this

I was just begging for some light in life

And you gave me your darkness

I will find my way inside

All your deepest dreams and take them back

To all the hearts that you've broke

I'll make you choke on your fucking words.