Thinking

[Calvin Crabtree:]

Layed back. Lost and lonely. Feeling Like I'm drifting

Where's all my true homies? Memory's and it's just left at that

Right handed player stepping up left on bat

But who's next? Who lasts?

Past made me grow cold but it was a blast, just a kid

Not knowing if my life would be

A paradise where everything is lavish

Or a pair of dice like I'm lucky to have it

I still don't know but when a good moment comes I grasp it

Known for mashing like 195 proof

Spitting the truth, only to lie in the end

Six feet deep with the rest of my friends

Now is there truly time for thinking back?

End up slippin? Just trying to make it right

The world is cold when come a time to forget

Better yet not get in that position

Wouldn't they still be here?

Might of done some wrongs but no fears, No Regrets

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Just a kid wishing for tomorrow trying to see better days

I let them slip right through my hands

[Calvin Crabtree:]

Just a G. Keeping it real

BC give me that beat I'll show them how I feel

Calvin Crabtree still holding that top spot

We taking over so let me reach your heart

I'm trying to be that spark that reaches the world

Make me do the best like when I'm with my girl

They say I got heart but when do the pain stop

I'm just trying to reach the youth

The proof, Just listen

Life sometime so hard but still I strive

It's my destiny. I'm gonna survive

Trying to live life to the fullest. And when I die

Hope it's from old age and not from a bullet

Fin to be like one of the greatest

But I don't want to end up just like them

A true friend is what I am to those who accept it

I count my blessings cause it's easy to keep track

And when it come time to reminisce

Wish I could laugh my past filled with pain

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