Midnight

I’ve been on the brink for a couple weeks

I might just up and leave

Talking to myself, someone ring the bell

Can’t you see I’m on my knees?

All I need is, all I bleed is

Red, blue, gold, black and green

This place is full of demons

You wouldn’t believe it

But 19, 20, 21 had me speechless

This pipe dream had me in pieces

It might seem like I’m doing just fine on my on

But since 2015 I’ve been lying alone

With the world on my chest, stressed

I’m out of my depth, I’m a mess

Close to the edge, but it’s all for the best

I hope it’s all for the best

'Cause I’ve hardly got anything left

There’s no one around to tell me take a breath

There’s no one I know in the town I grew up in

There’s nothing except starlight, starlight

What a far cry from the fast life

All I really need is a

Fire on a dark night

And I’ll be alright

The days are getting harder

There’s no stardust in my pocket

I’ve been fighting off my evils

I’ve been wandering the darkness

As the days go on

London starts to look like Gotham

It’s midnight in the morning

And I waited up to see you smile

Dear starlight, I’m yawning

But I haven’t seen you shine in a while

It’s midnight in the morning

And I waited up to see you smile

Dear starlight, I’m yawning

But I haven’t seen you shine in a while

I should take things one day at time

I just don’t have the time

Between losing my mind

And acting like everything’s fine

Everything’s fine is a lie

I feel like I’m falling apart

Last summer had me bawling at stars

Last summer had me talking to God

Last summer wasn’t a walk in the park

Now there’s a fork in my path

I can either keep praying for a chance

Or I can give all of this up and get a start

On breaking my heart, it’s breaking my heart

It’s breaking me down

Should I even be staying in class?

The voices are loud

They’re screaming at me and I’m crumbling

Under a shroud of the slumber

It thunders and growls

It sunders and ploughs

I’m about to drown in the shadows, so hollow

Starlight the hallowed

All I need is you and a bottle

To get me off bottom

Then I’m back at it full throttle tomorrow

Tomorrow’s another day

I might run away

The days are getting harder

There’s no stardust in my pocket

I’ve been fighting off my evils

I’ve been wandering the darkness

As the days go on

London starts to look like Gotham

It’s midnight in the morning

And I waited up to see you smile

Dear starlight, I’m yawning

But I haven’t seen you shine in a while

It’s midnight in the morning

And I waited up to see you smile

Dear starlight, I’m yawning

But I haven’t seen you shine in a while