Would You

Would you be happy for me

If I had nothing going on

If I had nothing going on

Would you be happy for me

If I had nothing going on

If I had nothing going on

Would you still ever hit my phone

Even when I think I'ma end it all

There's something telling me that I'm wrong

Every time that I get alone

And the thoughts all come at me at once

And I can't tell if its the drugs

I'm an inmate of the prison in my mind

And I think about this shit like all the time

I swear keep a straight face actin like I'm not scared

Spent my whole life walking upstairs

Got this weight on my shoulders I'm almost there

Yeah, I'm almost there

How do you expect me to love you

If I can't love myself

And how do you expect me to trust you

If I can't trust myself

Would you be happy for me

If I had nothing going on

If I had nothing going on

Would you be happy for me

If I had nothing going on

If I had nothing going on

If I never ever made a song

Would they ever give me time of day

And if I never ever reach the top

Would everybody still treat me the same

Probably not but its okay yeah

I don't blame them its all a game, yeah

We all playing to get nowhere

We all playing to get nowhere

But its never over

And sometimes its torturing me

How do you expect me to love you

If I can't love myself

How do you expect me to trust you

If I can't trust myself

Would you be happy for me

If I had nothing going on

If I had nothing going on

Would you be happy for me

If I had nothing going on

If I had nothing going on