St. Veronica

You told me to smile so I smile on command

You told me to scream so I did it again

I jump when you say cause I thought you would lead

But now you’ve crawled in my mind and you’re not planning to leave

If you come, if you go, if you stay, I’ll remember your face either way

I used to be an angel

Now I’m angel dust

I lay on my side just to give him a reason

Yeah I drink every night just to make it seem easy

If I don’t give him his way he just cuts off my wings

Am I a fucking disgrace? That’s what he wants me to think

I’ll skin the skin I’m living in

No one ever told me it would be like this

Yeah I wanna feel better, but I just don’t fit

I got it

No one