Blurred Around The Edges (feat. Saxl Rose)

I know just where to cut, I never really was

One to refrain from drawing blood

Typically my own, in ways that don't quite show

Surrounded by love, yet alone

I'm afraid, that all I am is fake

Pretending I'm not out of place or burning with self-hate

Forever missing yesterday but can never stay

Present, drift away

Allow myself to rust, my heart collecting dust

My mind keeps repeating "you're not enough"

It has me by the throat, a death grip stranglehold

I fear it's the last thing I'll know

I'm afraid, that all I am is fake

Pretending I'm not out of place or burning with self-hate

Forever missing yesterday but can never stay

Present, drift away

Is there a hole inside my brain

Pulling every thought into a negative space?

A gravity I can't escape

Weighted my head to a pillow for days

But I still won't say

I'm afraid, that all I am is fake

Pretending I'm not out of place or burning with self-hate

Forever missing yesterday but can never stay

Present, drift away