You Should Be Hated Here

They're all surrounding

We're both hoping

Failing slowly

Attempting one thing to stand up

With dignity

To walk away

(Never thought I could do anything right

Didn't mean to say that you were wrong)

Do the time to prove it all

The new lines

Wrapped my eyes around

The scars upon my head

Were only meant to spell apologies

This night is guaranteed to all turn black

With memories that haunt the past

There's a ten point deer that someone said was impossible to find

Until you find it on the freeway standing stupid looking blind

I'm only here to fall apart

You've been angry from the start

But I know these trainwrecks happen all the time

Everything no one knows

You should be hated here by now

This was the prettiest lie that I told tonight

It's been the prettiest lie that I told all year

The unmade bed inside the room

Where I don't feel comfortable at all

Where blankets stare at me for hours

And I stare right back so self righteously

It could be now

And I don't feel proud

I'm so sorry now

I'm sorry now

And it all comes down to composure that's been lost

When it all comes down to composure that's been lost