Illusion

You always said that I lucked out

But I just feel more lost now

It’s all a scene

Like magazines

It all just pulls me under

And my expectations

Like poison

I know that

Stuck in this cycle

I'm fine though

I'm fine

This isn’t what I thought it’d be like

Just an illusion, doesn’t sit right

At every corner there’s a red light

Perfect moments seem to slip by

And when I wake up

Tastes so sweet like it was made up

This isn’t what I thought it’d be like

Just an illusion, what it feels like, it feels like

Window tinted the glass

I don’t know where I'm at

Letting go of the wheel

Like a basket case

I don’t know how I feel

I don’t know what I meant

Know it’s not really real

When I'm lost in

My expectations

Like poison

I know that

Stuck in this cycle

I'm fine though

I'm fine

This isn’t what I thought it’d be like

Just an illusion, doesn’t sit right

At every corner there’s a red light

Perfect moments seem to slip by

And when I wake up

Tastes so sweet like it was made up

This isn’t what I thought it’d be like

Just an illusion, what it feels like

You know I always

Build it up just to be let down

Staring at another blank wall

I don’t know what to believe now

This isn’t what I thought it’d be like

Just an illusion, doesn’t sit right

At every corner there’s a red light

Perfect moments seem to slip by

And when I wake up

Tastes so sweet like it was made up

This isn’t what I thought it’d be like

Just an illusion, what it feels like