Bad Again

I don't speak

I've been quiet lately

Haven't seen friends in awhile

They like to tell me

I'll be alright

But signs are pointing

It's getting bad again

I've drained out all my energy

Can't seem to find my inner peace

I keep on tugging

Try to convince myself I'll be better

Just lying to myself

It's just the changes in the weather

I used to laugh at lots of things

Now I'm always scrolling mindlessly

Cause nothing brings me joy

It's such a shame, it's so confusing

It sucks the life out of me

Can't even hype up my music

I don't speak

I've been quiet lately

Haven't seen friends in awhile

They like to tell me

I'll be alright

But signs are pointing

It's getting bad again

I'm slacking every night of sleep

Some days I get too sad to eat

It takes a lot to fuel yourself

And work well independent

My tank is running low on gas

Can't bother to refill it

I hate to live my life this way

I wish I could appreciate

You don't know how badly I want to stop and smell the roses

Unfortunately I've got some allergies

I can't enjoy it

I don't speak

I've been quiet lately

Haven't seen friends in awhile

They like to tell me

I'll be alright

But signs are pointing

It's getting bad again

I'm trying

To get over this I'm fighting

I lost control of it

I'm hiding from the hopelessness

I'm sorry

It's getting bad again

No, no, no, no, no, no, no

I don't speak

I've been quietly lately

Haven't seen friends in awhile

And I'm just lonely

I can't deny the signs are pointing

It's getting bad again

I'm trying

To get over this I'm fighting

I lost control of it

I'm hiding from the hopelessness

I'm sorry

It's getting bad again

No, no, no, no, no

It's getting bad again