Make Me Hole

I am empty

But I will put these pills inside myself and make me whole

So far they've just made me sick

They're telling me I have a couple more weeks to go

Making the phone call wasn’t so bad

But sitting in that waiting room made me sick

Questioning if I even belong here

As I stared at my reflection and pretended to not exist

I thought I could face this all by myself

But here I am, giving in and getting help

They think that my head is affecting my health

They think that my head is affecting my health

I work myself up my blood pressure’s too high

I stopped eating salt ‘cause I’m too young to die

There’s a point where it’s all in your head

Starts taking its toll on more than just your mind

I am empty

But I will put these pills inside myself and make me whole

So far they've just made me sick

They're telling me I have a couple more weeks to go

Of headaches and incessant sleeping

A mix of nausea, lack of appetite, and dry heaving

Blurred vision wasn’t on that list

But now I’m running in circles and trying to fight this

Spent twelve hours shaking went back to the doctor’s

This is supposed to help me not make everything worse

My head feels like lightning, my body’s the thunder

Rumbling beneath me, oh, everything hurts

So here’s what we’ll do, we will try something new

We will find something that will work better for you

So here’s what we’ll do, we will try something new

We will find something that will work better for you

I thought I could face this all by myself

But here I am, giving in and getting help

They think that my head is affecting my health

They think that my head is affecting my health

I work myself up my blood pressure’s too high

I stopped eating salt ‘cause I’m too young to die

There’s a point where it’s all in your head

Starts taking its toll on more than just your mind

I am empty

But I will put these pills inside myself and make me whole

So far they've just made me sick

They're telling me I have a couple more weeks to go