Falling Apart

Hold me hopelessness

Never let me go

It’s only in the imbalance

That we can be ourselves

We’re all just skin and bone

I’m glued but basically broken

Inside I’m falling apart

I’m falling apart

I think it’s happening again

And I just can’t quite believe

I’m having to pretend

But I’m not fooling anyone

And now I can’t win either way

I’m forgetting my own name

Despite the medicine

The colours fade away

Colours fade away

I’m glued but basically broken

Inside I’m falling apart

Not giving up not this time

And it’s right before my eyes

But I feel that

I struggle to be myself

I’m reaching out my hand

Still begging for a chance

They say a picture paints a thousand words

But the colours on the canvas

Have blurred me into the background

Screaming but there’s no sound

Cause I’ve cut myself out the frame

Inside I’m falling apart

Not giving up not this time

And it’s right before my eyes

But I feel that

I struggle to be myself

I’m reaching out my hand

Still begging for a chance

To save ourselves

A chance to call for help

Is it ok?

To feel this way?

Give me a chance to save myself

My will is broke and all my hope

Is swinging by a thread

If I had put more trust in myself and listened to what you’d said

I’m worth more than I believe

I am more than just a face

That hides beneath the mask I wear

A mask I can’t replace

Cause I know it looks like I’m lost

But I’m just dreaming away

Inside I’m falling apart

Not giving up not this time

And it’s right before my eyes

But I feel that

I struggle to be myself

I’m reaching out my hand

Still begging for a chance

To save ourselves, a chance to call for help