Broken (how much for happy)

If I had any meaning in this ol big world

Can you tell a lost and lonely girl

If I was happy for a day I'd risk it all

That's why when I'm with I'm not afraid to fall

And if you left me, and if you leave me

At least I'd have a cherish all the memories

I've been having trouble

With keeping up this smile

I've been having trouble

Hurting for quite a while

And I'm feeling stupid

Cause I did it to me

And I'm feeling desperate

From being unhappy

Why'd you leave me like this?

With scars across my heart and on my wrists

When I looked in your eyes

I didn't know happiness had a price

And you take advantage of a simple heartbreak

At least you had to love to know how to ache

But don't, hesitate to let your feelings be known

It's better to love and lose then just be alone

And if they left you, and if they leave you

At least you know in their heart they will always keep you

I've been having trouble

With keeping up this smile

I've been having trouble

Hurting for quite a while

And I'm feeling stupid

Cause I did it to me

And I'm feeling desperate

From being unhappy

Why'd you leave me like this?

With scars across my heart and on my wrists

When I looked in your eyes

I didn't know happiness had a price

I'm feeling broken

Scattered pieces on the ground

I'm feeling desperate now

can abandoned souls be found

I've been having trouble

With keeping up this smile

I've been having trouble

Hurting for quite a while

And I'm feeling stupid

Cause I did it to me

And I'm feeling desperate

From being unhappy

Why'd you leave me like this?

With scars across my heart and on my wrists

When I looked in your eyes

I didn't know happiness had a price