Its Just Pain

I tried to call up god and complain?

Then he said "why ya calling my name"

It's just pain, pain. it's just pain, pain.

It's just pain, and it's apart of the game

I tried to call up god's name

Then he said "all ya do is complain"

It's just pain, pain. it's just pain, pain.

It's just pain, and it's apart of the game

The industry is a robber

My mental be really bothered

Not talking to any callers

Escape the clutches of pover-ty

I'm close to my mama

Ain't really close to my father

The more i became a baller

The more i seen him get farther

Cuz i don't trust you enough to let you inside of my mind

And even if i let you in

Couldn't handle what you would find

I done been through serious times

And don't care if you think i'm lyin'

I was grown at the age of 9

Wanna get you out of a bind

I spent my savings to save you

Try to get you up out of jail

Had to sign that lil' paper promising that you wouldn't jump your bail

But then what you do

Jump your bail

They want you

And want me as well

Then the day it happened to me

Yea i hated it it was hell

And you had to know that i hate it

I hate it i'm irritated

It's loud and it's getting crowded

My space is getting invaded

No nachos but there were some vatos

Who said they don't speak no english

I'm telling them make some room

And he lookin' like what you meanin'

And ain't no such thing as team

When the general wanna take your spot

You the one that's on the bench watchin'

I'm the one that's takin' the shot

And i seen the hate on ya face

At the moment you seen it drop

Even people that's really close

Try to take ya down from the top

What about that lil' fan try to say that i had her baby

Ya baby i ain't even met her

So it ain't even a maybe

Plus her skin was caucasian

She tryin' to reach me daily

Ya groupie won't be a lady

She obviously tryna play me

It's obvious she was crazy

Only thing she can do

Is go find a stupid rich rapper

Thats out there that she can screw

And now she feelin' so stupid

In the shows what i said was true

If i plan to sleep with a white girl

I wouldn't go sleep with you

So i keep saying his name

And he say i say it in vain

And he say that the only time that i call

Is when it's some pain

Try to mess with my lil' sis

And i threw some salt in ya game

Cuz i knew you was old enough

To be one of our parents mayne

But a shame on you

You shame

You the only person to blame

When a 25 person gang

Try to jump me and take my chain

I was the only person not wet

By the punches thrown in the rain

And i couldn't hold any grudges

I said i forgive ya mayne

It was true that he had a temper

My father wasn't being gentle

At night i'd wake up to knocking

My mama tryna get in the window

Turn on the tv

Tryna act like i'm tryna play the nintendo

The house done burnt down forever

And no longer sentimental

They livin' and lovin' life

Until his girl had fell off that bike

And he happened to still survive

But the future don't look as bright

I admit that i got mad at ya

And wish that we both could fight

When i knock on them pearly gates

Just don't tell me to take a hike