Astral Plane

No more identity, no more desire

Now weak from dormancy, this heart's lost its fire

So my incentive died, so I'm demoralised

Asleep behind waking eyes, fading into comatose

Falling through the astral plane, lost in purgatory

Flailing wings of disdain, condemn me so I cannot fly

Falling through the astral plane, never hear a scream

There's no waking time in this astral plane

I can't hear you

I can't see you

I can't feel you

I can't break through

I don't know how

I might fall down

I sense rain clouds

So I won't try

No expectations, no way to defeat

Past procrastination, now please conquer me

It's barely survival, this futility

Leave me in the gutter beyond the will to compete

This lethargy is calling you to come in from the light

Never thought to disappoint it

Pay the price for worshipping these walls that shield you from outside

Agoraphobia anointed

Blame my lamenting mind, blame my folly insides

This body now atrophied in everlasting comatose