A Sad Song About A Girl I No Longer Know

I, I cant deny you're the reason that I cried every night

And I don't know why

But you've never found your way out of my mind

Participating in your games is something that will never make me proud

To be the one that you turned to the push and pulls and in and outs

They always left me filled with doubt but I can't say that I didn't love you

'Cus that'd be a lie, and I dont like being mislead

So I won't put it in your head that I'm the same

The tears that I cried, all the miscommunication

And the testing of my patience drove me insane

And now I wish I would've second guessed

The butterflies I'd get inside my chest

Convinced myself that we were meant to be

Oh why'd I let you walk all over me

When you got a clue

Of all the pain and sadness that you put me through

Point for me, 'cus evidently

You did just what I expected you to do

I let myself be vulnerable, I hold myself responsible

For letting you stick pins into my heart

In retrospect the younger me was too lovesick and dumb to see

That it was a disaster from the start

And now I wish I saved myself the pain

And looked from the perspective of my brain

I told myself that we could work it out

But it's too late to fix that problem now

Yeah it's too late to think about that now

And now I wish I would've second guessed

The butterflies I'd get inside my chest

Convinced myself that we were meant to be

Oh why'd I let you walk all over me