Choice

I wanna feel your pain

Your loss becomes my gain

Oh my, oh my

I want the shame you feel

I want the same for me

Won't mind, don't mind

Could have security, but that would make me weak

Just drop me now, you know I'm dying to hit the ground

'Cause if I had the choice

You would kill me into heaven, heaven, heaven

All that noise, I hear everybody talking

Let them, let them feel my force

'Cause if I had the choice

As if I have the choice

'Cause if it doesn't hurt

How would it ever work?

I've tried, I've tried

If all the love we made was just to keep me safe

Oh lies, oh lies

'Cause if I had the choice

You would kill me into heaven, heaven, heaven

All that noise, I hear everybody talking

Let them, let them feel my force

'Cause I know how it ends

In your dad's car sitting in the layby

With my makeup down my face and your eyes bone dry

Oh, it's just how it always goes

One of us wants it more than the other does

But if I had the choice

You would kill me into heaven, heaven, heaven

All that noise, I hear everybody talking

Let them, let them feel my force

If I had the choice

As if I have the choice