EVEN THOUGH I'M DEPRESSED

Stay patient

All I have to do is stay patient (patient)

Life's changing

So I might have to make some rearrangements

I roll the dices and I feel so alive and then I'm lifeless

And I don't like it

But honestly, the irony is priceless 'cause

I'm caught on the fence (the fence)

I'm either happy or I wish I was dead (oh, I wish I was dead)

My life is a mess (a mess)

I kinda like it even though I'm depressed

I'm caught on the fence (the fence)

I'm either happy or I wish I was dead (oh, I wish I was dead)

My life is a mess (a mess)

I fucking love it even though I'm depressed

(I fucking love it even though I'm depressed)

Only call it a living 'cause I'm still alive

Only open up the doors if they're suicide, yeah

I'm anxious to my core but I'm doing fine

Try to keep my distance from the law

Keep my peace of mind, yeah

You can't change in a day

So I spend every second taking care of my brain

I might fill up all the emptiness with diamonds and chains

And if you wanna get to steppin', you'll get punched in the face

But it's alright

I'm caught on the fence (the fence)

I'm either happy or I wish I was dead (oh, I wish I was dead)

My life is a mess (a mess)

I kinda like it even though I'm depressed (oh, oh, oh)

I'm caught on the fence (the fence)

I'm either happy or I wish I was dead (oh, I wish I was dead)

My life is a mess (a mess)

I fucking love it even though I'm depressed

Well, even though I'm depressed, I'm not sorry

I don't wanna leave this bed at all

I've got a brick on my chest

Hell is gripping my legs

And there's a demon, he's ten foot tall

But honestly, he doesn't seem like much of a threat

I'm caught on the fence (the fence)

I'm either happy or I wish I was dead (oh, I wish I was dead)

My life is a mess (a mess)

I kinda like it even though I'm depressed

I'm caught on the fence (the fence)

I'm either happy or I wish I was dead (oh, I wish I was dead)

My life is a mess (a mess)

I fucking love it even though I'm depressed (yeah, oh)