No Way To Live

It's not in your head while sleeping

The sound of your parents screaming

I'll wait for you to turn out the lights

Sadness is all that is surrounding

You run and hide so frantically

From faces no one seems to see

They make you wish that you were dead

That's no way to live, that's no way to live

My hands are steady

My heart lacks a beat

My veins are cold as ice

My blood only knows

I know nothing but disease

I'm not the one giving up

How can I make it back to the basics?

Of growing up and moving on

Somewhere that I belong

To feel invincible

I have to pump my veins with this disease

It's the only way to hide the shaking of my knees

I'm afraid (I'm afraid)

I'm so scared (I'm so scared)

I cant bare to see the shadows down the stairs

Well I'll take a moment

To live this life from inside your body

I'll trade my soul with yours

Live your life with no closed doors

It's a shame that no one's done this before

I'm not the one giving up

How can I make it back to the basics?

Of growing up and moving on

Somewhere that I belong

I'm not the one giving up

(I'm not the one giving up)

I'm not the one giving up

(I'm not the one giving up)

Don't give up on me

(Don't give up on)

I've convinced myself

I won't go to hell

When I die because I'm living in it

I've convinced myself

I won't go to hell

When I die because I'm living in it

It's not in your head while sleeping

The sound of your parents screaming

I'll wait for you to turn out the lights

Turn out the lights (don't turn out the lights!)

I'm not the one giving up

How can I make it back to the basics?

Of growing up and moving on

Somewhere that I belong