Crazier Things

I've been trying not to think about it, I can't help it

I know you don't wanna hear from me, but I am selfish

And it kills me inside that you can drink on Friday nights

And not even pick up the phone

Yeah, it amazes me that you move on so easily

From someone that you once called home

I wish you had enough discipline for the both of us

Just because I don't know how to turn off the way I feel

I know you always fell out love so damn easily

But honestly, I don't think you ever had something real

Until you met me, drinks in New York City

Boy, you looked so pretty

Think I fell in love before I even knew your birthday

Kissed you on our first date

Somehow I knew someday

This would hurt 'cause I could never let you go

Oh, I'll spend my whole life

Missing the part of me, part of me

Oh, I'll spend my whole life

Hoping your heart is free, heart is free

I don't think that this is fair but I'm still gonna ask you

What if we're still meant to be, crazier things have happened

Yeah, it tears me apart, you can have love in your heart

And not have to act on it

It erases me and everything I thought we'd be

Back when we gave our promise

I wish you had enough discipline for the both of us

Just because I don't know how to turn off the way I feel

I know you always fell out love so damn easily

But honestly, I don't think you ever had something real

Until you met me, drinks in New York City

Boy, you looked so pretty

Think I fell in love before I even knew your birthday

Kissed you on our first date

Somehow I knew someday

This would hurt 'cause I could never let you go

Do you not dream of me?

'Cause I have visions in my sleep

I can never find my peace now

Do you wake up alone?

Feeling aching in your bones

So are you happy without me now?

First time that you told me

You thought that you loved me

That bar in the city

I thought you were drunk

But I knew deep down that you meant it

Wish that I had said it

I was scared to let it happen

But it happened and now I cannot forget it

Oh, I'll spend my whole life

Missing the part of me, part of me

Oh, I'll spend my whole life

Hoping your heart is free, heart is free