Astatos

A collection of broken bones inside my lonely skin

I am no longer who I was once

Every thought is a rotten house

That I am locked within

Where is the key, where is the crowbar

I withstand myself to cut these ropes that keep me in place

That keep me standing

I am frozen, eyes wide shut

And I try to find sleep but I lose myself over the silence (the silence in me)

Cause I relive еvery day every momеnt with mindbreaking violence (fighting I against I)

I know I have it all, why do I force myself to fall

Why can't I leave my memories behind

And turn my inner tyrant blind

It comes in waves and it leaves me shaking into the day

Astatos you old betrayer

Like setting sails even if I know that I am a cast away

Cast away

And I try to find sleep but I lose myself over the silence (the silence in me)

Cause I relive every day every moment with mindbreaking violence (fighting I against I)

I know I have it all, why do I force myself to fall

Why can't I leave my memories behind

And turn my inner tyrant blind

And turn my inner tyrant blind

Inhale, exhale until my lungs collapse

I scream my name out loud to not forget it

Surrender

Ha! Ha! See the faceless laughing at me

While they keep ripping apart what is left deep inside of me

I try to find sleep but I lose myself over the silence

Cause I relive everyday every moment with mindbreaking violence

And I try to find sleep but I lose myself over the silence (the silence in me)

Cause I relive every day every moment with mindbreaking violence (fighting I against I)

I know I have it all, why do I force myself to fall

Why can't I leave my memories behind

And turn my inner tyrant blind

And turn my inner tyrant blind

Fighting I against I against I

I'll leave my memories behind

And turn my inner tyrant blind

And turn my inner tyrant blind