Roses 103 - Ghost

I just don’t want my heart to turn to stone

So I let myself forget that you've been gone for a spell

And well it’s been quite some time

You left when I was young

I lay in my bed reciting songs you never sung

And I only knew you as the phone that never rung

And I told everyone I was loved by a ghost

I told everyone I could feel you almost

But you never called me and you never wanted to

The way I wanted you

I used to have your picture in my phone

I’m used to making decisions on my own

I don’t want to

It’s not easy never having you here

I miss you

All the goodbyes, hellos, I love yous never here

I guess I got used to only seeing you in the mirror

And I told everyone I was loved by a ghost

I told everyone I could feel you almost

But you never called me and you never wanted to

The way I wanted you

So hard to believe, there’s a perfect love

That can conquer every fear

It’s never been easy

It’s like another one leaves me

Every time I wipe my tears

And it’s so hard seeing your face in the mirror

But I’ll tell everyone that I’m loved by a ghost

I’ll tell everyone that I feel you almost

‘Cause you've always called me and you always wanted to

The way I wanted you

And more

Wanted you and more