Where It All Ended

That night

In the parking lot

It was late and we talked for hours

It was late and you walked me to my car

And I held my breath as you reached out

And put your arms around me

That night

At the airport

You told me all about the planes

We talked about our dreams

Fears and insecurites

And that was the night I started falling for you

I'll never forget when you read my letter

You looked up with tears in yiour eyes

And I kept quiet but my heart spoke out in my chest

She said

Please stay

Don't leave

Just stay

Don't you remember what you said to me

You said you'll always be here, but now you're gone

You said it was forever, but I guess forever's not so long

And I know people change their minds

But when it comes to you

I don't think I'll ever change mine

You touch my hands as you lean in my window

And said be careful as I drove away

Did it scare you how much I cared

Is that the reason that you couldn't stay

And I don't like sports but I know all his teams

And lately everything's reminding me of him

And now yesterday was your birthday

And we barely talked

This is the part where I'm supposed to move on

So I'll stay up late trying to distract myself

So I don't fall asleep thinking of you

You stopped calling me sweet

You stopped calling at all

And I got tired of fighting for you

To stay

Cause you leave

That's what you do

So why would you say all these things to me

You said you'll always be here, but now you're gone

You said it was forever, but I guess forever's not so long

And I know people change their minds

But when it comes to you

I don't think I'll ever change mine

I'll go on long walks

And work on keeping my mouth shut

'Cause heaven forbid

I slip up and say I miss you

And ruin everything

Cause we both know

That I'm too much for you

And some nights I'll cry so hard

And wonder if you can feel it all the way across town

I hope you can

You told me I was special

And I thought you really meant it

But I was dead wrong

You said you'll always be here but now you're gone

Now you're gone, oh you're gone

Oh God

The worst part is knowing that you're out there

But you don't think about me

You don't miss me

Like you used to

And I hope that you know

This isn't what I wanted

I just wanted you

The worst part is knowing that you're out there

But you don't want me

You don't need me

Like you used to

I miss the old days

I miss your accent

I miss hearing you talk about your family

I miss everything