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Artist: Citizen Soldier
Canonical path: /citizen-soldier/if-i-surrender
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If I Surrender
Read If I Surrender lyrics by Citizen Soldier on LyroVerse, with linked artist context and related song paths.
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If I Surrender
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Lately I've been feeling so ashamed
By these thoughts I'm hiding in my brain
'Cause I've been holding them down
But they twist me violently
I'm hanging by a thread tonight
But this time I don't wanna be saved
So, let me fall
Let me break under everything unsaid
Just let me die
Because I can't take living
With what's in my head
If I surrender, surrender
To the monsters in me
If I surrender, surrender
To the monsters in me
Will it set me free?
What's the point of holding on like this
When no one seems to care if I exist
There is no agony like being strong
When no one knows you're sick
So sick of hearing I should stay
When I know I would never be missed
So, let me fall
Let me break under everything unsaid
Just let me die
Because I can't take living
With what's in my head
If I surrender, surrender
To the monsters in me
If I surrender, surrender
To the monsters in me
If you could see under my skin
You'd realize why I hold it in
Why it's a fight I don't wanna win
Why it's a fight I don't wanna win
If you could see all my abuse
And spend a day inside my shoes
You'd realize why I just wanna lose
You'd realize why I just wanna lose
Will anyone believe the hell of being me
Before I decide to be the dying proof
So, let me fall
Let me break under everything unsaid
Just let me die
Because I can't take living
With what's in my head
If I surrender, surrender
To the monsters in me
If I surrender, surrender
To the monsters in me
Will it set me free?
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