Words That Don't Exist

I'm sick of running out of breath

Explaining what is in my head

I don't know how to say out loud

I wish that I was dead

Since I was young I only bleed

In languages nobody speaks

What you can't feel can still be real

I'd kill to make you see

I'm on my deathbed and no one knows

Till somebody can crack this code

I'll be here writing on my wrists

All these words that don't exist

I'm in a place you will never find

Till somebody learns to read my mind

I'll be hanging off the edge of this

All these words that don't exist

I'm sick of spilling out my soul

In dialects nobody knows

What I express, it'd hurt much less

To cut my tongue from my throat

Now I treat silence like a gift

'Cause be in brave is just a trick

That proves there's still more room to feel

Much more alone than this

I'm on my deathbed and no one knows

Till somebody can crack this code

I'll be here writing on my wrists

All these words that don't exist

I'm in a place you will never find

Till somebody learns to read my mind

I'll be hanging off the edge of this

All these words that don't exist

All these words that don't exist

All these words that don't, no

I don't know if I can be the hero

I don't know if I can save the day

Talked myself off a million ledges

Just for everyone to think they're fake

SOS, I'm sending signal fires

Made up of bruises and bitten skin

I hope that heaven will take this liar

Because the line has never been this thin

I'm on my deathbed and no one knows

Till somebody can crack this code

I'll be here writing on my wrists

All these words that don't exist

I'm in a place you will never find

Till somebody learns to read my mind

I'll be hanging off the edge of this

All these words that don't exist

(All these words that don't exist)

(All these words that don't exist)