Plastik

And everytime i stand

I fall back down

Bleeding, healing

Waiting to come around

And everytime i land

It hurts even more

Reaching for the handle

Of a closed door

I check the rear view mirror

Like it's got all the answers

Looking up ahead

Seems pointless i can't answer

The phone or the messages

Or any type of contact

I miss it the most

The heat from the contact

The numbers keep coming

The drummer keeps drummin'

I'm wanna start running

I'm ready to start runnin'

Chase my breath

Don't want what comes next

Comparing new people to you

And that's not the best

Of it, i loved it how

You started to cry

Reveal an ounce of loss

Before i left for the night

It was the most saw

Of a heart inside you

I've met people for a day

That hug harder than you

You're afraid, scared

Cold and alone

Singing in the same key

With a different tone

You could have said please

With a blow so low

You hit damn hard

And i'm stronger than most

And everytime i stand

I fall back down

Bleeding, healing

Waiting to come around

And everytime i land

It hurts even more

Reaching for the handle

Of a closed door

You wanna touch the bruise

You pick at the scab

You wanna break the bone

You wanna sign the cast

We did't last

And neither did this

You're worthless now

And so is a friendship

You're kiddin' yourself

With a lack of color

And remember to laugh

Everytime you stutter

With the digital toys

The clean cut boys

Your oversized coat

And robot voiced throat

How are the parties

The people and the liquor

How are the drugs

That you need to get thinner

It's all part of the deal

You without me

Me without you

Is gettin' harder to do

Still haven't got a clue

What it was this time

Like what's new with you

And who's hand replaced mine

Still can't believe

That it's come to this

Retracin' old steps

That i'm bound to miss

And everytime i stand

I fall back down

Bleeding, healing

Waiting to come around

And everytime i land

It hurts even more

Reaching for the handle

Of a closed door