My Ugly

Please forgive my ugly, I-

Should've picked to be born more lovely, I-

Should've picked a face

That would've more easily won a place

For me in your heart rent-free

Please forgive my dimensions, I-

Just should've designed myself for your bad intentions, I-

Just should've picked a form

That would've made good mental porn

For all of your odd fantasies

I don't care if it hurts me

I want to be worthy

The world to be thirsty for me

I will grind night and day

Like a cosmetic slave

Till you're 6 feet down bad for me

Please forgive my ugly, I-

Should've picked to be born more lovely, I-

Should've picked a face

That would've more easily won a place

For me in your heart rent free

And please forgive me my depression

I just should've disguised the pain, plain with deception

And made sure you never see

Any ugly from me

I know the pain it can bring

What a lovely desire

To require the approval

Of strangers I know I'll never see

But nonetheless I will grind night and day

Like a cacophobic slave

Till you're 6 leagues down bad for me

Don't my looks just say

Hey, I'm a winner at the game

Ice up in my veins

Skip my resume; irrelevant

And don't you get the feeling

They must be poggers at the game

Elect 'em, just look at their face, age, weight, and elegance

Cause if I've learned anything that pays

Stay safe inside the cage babe save face

That's where I'll put my wager

Please forgive my ugly, I-

Should've picked to be born more lovely, I-

Should've picked a face

That would've more easily won a place

For me in your heart rent free