I See the Tears in Your Eyes

I never thought it would last

That I just kept in my head

I've put the knife in your back

Now look I'm just like the rest

Now I'm afraid to wake up

But maybe one day I won't

And then I'll try but I'm stuck

And there won't be tomorrow

I wish that I could just could just run

You whispered under your breath

Yeah, I can act like a cunt

And I'll just say I'm depressed

You thought that I never tried

You wanna die? Are you sure?

I see the tears in your eyes

And it won't even hurt

Something changed when I saw her

I don't care and I won't call her

Asked why I never felt the same

But I'm so numb that I don't feel

And I feel better off this way

How do I keep this up?

I'll make the same mistakes

Tell me you've had enough

Hear you still cry

Didn't think twice

I'm that same guy

But the way that you felt

That might stick in my head

From the lump in your throat

To that crack in your neck

What the fuck have you done

To be left with with this mess

But for all I did wrong

I still never regret

Something changed when I saw her

I don't care and I won't call her

Asked why I never felt the same

But I'm so numb that I don't feel

And I feel better off this way