This Heart: A Coffin

How cold are your hands

How cold is your glance

When you look at me

The darkness has taken you whole

Don't pretend you can't see

Suffering into my eyes

How could life be

When my heart was torn

Throw one self

The ghost and the dead

Fighting a cross

There's nothing here

But the empty shell of what was lost

All the stars that shine

In the deepest night

Drown the light into sorrow

Become the dark

To the sky and back

Until the end

Bring the light into darkness

And close your eyes

Throw my name to the ground

Feel the strength of hate that shatters

Will these nightmares ever end

When my everything dies

Pour that pain in my heart

And keep it with you shattered

Would I ever live again

My life would be the same

Finally, I've placed my heart in a coffin

For that is where it belongs

The black fog will surround it

And will keep it cold

Just the way you left it

And it will remind me of everything

I've lost

And how, how can I not end my life

When you are the razor slicing my veins?

Now there is no going back

Not to what used to be

Hold me, my pride that kept on dying

To let you exist