Nervous Wreck

You think you could die your hair cause

You were never as see-through as I would like

I thought I could trust my head

But I was only eighteen at the time

If you could make your bed

And cover up the imprint of his spine

Wash your sheets at the laundromat

It seems like you're going there all the time

You made your bed, now sleep in it

You made your bed, now sleep in it

Now I can't keep my eyes shut, since we gave all of this up

I hope I don't remember in the morning

I'll dream like I don't regret

But I just can't forgive and forget you

And I hope I don't remember in

I hope I don't remember in the morning

I shouldn't have let you back in

Gave you another chance to change my face

I pretended you were here

But you were off with him filling your empty space

My head filled all the hallways with watercolour

Pictures of you leaving

But I remember wearing headphones

Lying in bed trying to drown out the sound of your heavy

And honestly, I never expected much more than you gave

I never expected much more than the days I wasted on you

And honestly, I lie there at night

And I think of your face, I hate myself

I'm a fucking disgrace because I can't let you go