Jordan

I really wish you would leave me alone

I just want to be by my own for a second

But you've always got to creep on my dome

Always got to speak on my zone so you know

What I reckon, I reckon you're just as lonely as I am

I reckon you're just lonely as me

I reckon you want to see me break so

You feed me bait 'cause you know what I need

Yeah, I know what you need

Oh, please, can you just listen up

Just zip it shut and not interrupt for once

I mean fuck, this just isn't fun and I've been

Stuck in this rut but I'm done with ya fuck you cunt

Fuck you too

Fuck you

Shut up

Cut up, just do it 1, 2

Nah, uhh

I'm not ever falling for that again

I don't want my mother to look at me like I'm nothing but a nutter

I just want to have a moment of peace

I just want to go to sleep without you always calling me a loner

Saying that I can't stay sober and

I should make a rope with the sheets

I just want to focus on beats

Focus on making the dopest release

Nah, you should get drunk

You should just jump

You should just dump and explode on the streets

Dammit man you make me sick

You've always been a crazy prick

I remember the days that we played as kids and you'd say

That I should go to the neighbours' place and set flames to it

Take a sip, Take a sip, Take a sip, shit that's 3 for your OCD

Like that song that you did, hey, take a sip

That's 4 does it make you tick

Bet you crave a fifth

Like you crave the piss, every day is the same as you chase your fix

You're a slave to the taste of a fake

Escape and too lazy to change a bit

You're afraid to quit

So you wait a bit

And you weighed a bit

Gain weight a bit

What a way to live

Okay, you prick, I get the picture, no need to explain the shit

You're ashamed of it

Maybe I am

But who are you to judge

It was you who was telling me to do the drugs and get stupid drunk

I just thought you could use some fun

You were upset you were dumped, I didn't say to abuse them once

The truth is you choose to run from your

Problems don't blame me for the fact you're a stupid cunt

Take it back

No way mate

Take it back, it ain't plain as that

I'm the one who remains intact and at the

Same time craving crap that you made me have

Don't say I'm a lazy rat

When the greatest fact is I'm trapped in the way you act

You're just mad that your brain is

Tapped, you're the same as your crazy dad

You're a maniac

Fuck you

You don't know what it's like to be

So messed up that you hope that you die

When you're over your life and you know that

You might put a knife to your throat as you cry

But I chose to survive 'cause I think I could focus and try more

Don't want to die from emotions I hide

You couldn't care that I'm broken inside

You just poke and provoke till the moments arrived

Why

Why you gotta do this to me, you're choosing to be so abusive and mean

Refusing to leave till my brain has been taken

You're basically placing the noose on the beam

Everybody wants that according to you

No more torment Jordan we're through

No more talking, the door has been shut I'm

Ignoring it, just like you taught me to do

Goodbye